12/17/2008
the reconstruction
i honestly think it is more like re-formatting... or rewiring
jeezez. i guess i am more patient now... actually listen to the whole story before making a mad dash out the door, i find myself asking permission (nicely), trying to learn not to be ignorant in the kitchen, not shuddering at the thought of having children, apologizing and meaning it, sincerely admitting mistakes, opening up lines of communication, becoming more forgiving and trusting, ... aside from carrying three types of tissue paper + a hand sanitizer + a bottle of isoprophyl alcohol, curling my lashes, bringing a wallet, brushing my hair mid afternoon, carrying shoulder bags...
funny cause i have evolved into "this" being that years back would be immediate signs that the real "me" was abducted by aliens... or probably symptoms of an untimely death...
wtf? i now envision myself wearing an apron and actually SMILING.
i kinda like the "new" me. sortof
posted by b3Rn1cE @ 11:01 AM |
