11/13/2008
still on the same spot
life becomes lethargic...i have been sitting (lying, reclining) on the same spot left side of my humongous queen sized bed with my knees half flexed, my laptop resting on my bare thighs at a 90degree angle. i finished buttered pan de sals and my routine cup of coffee (extra sweet and creamy), both mobiles blinking like crazy from the influx of messages from people who seem to give a shizz. i am actually thinking about my christmas bonus and how on earth i could "wisely" appropriate my funds... so random thoughts: Labels: uhoh"a 13k-bag? aww come on...its nice BUT its not THAT nice..."
"christmas list 2008... daymn... so many entries... so little funds"
i now hear ma on the background calling me out to have lunch with man prant. i like hanging around with those two crazy people. i appreciate them more now, maybe cause theyre more relaxed.
wanna spend the day sleeping on my bed. but i cant. i want to...but i have to fight the urge NOT to. im scheduled to go to bp to "help" them with their christmas thingies and the building signage... i feel compelled to do this but honestly? im bored.
have to set up my office on our new (simplified) showroom... will be conceiving my baby NAD there. i want my own graphic company and 2008 was a year of excuses (well it hasnt ended yet) so I WILL HAVE TO FIND TIME to make things happen.
random thought bellowing"should i care about... will i throw all my ethical concerns for happiness?"
thinking. pausing. will come down for lunch
posted by b3Rn1cE @ 1:05 PM |
